As a result of my spiritual retreat last week, I decided that I needed to re-evaluate the place of technology in my life. I came away thinking that the time I’ve spent over the last several years on the computer has had a negative effect on various aspects of my life, and that it’s really time for me to change my relationship with technology.
Granted: Today in ministry more and more things are done on the computer. I do E-mail for just about everything. I blog (which is a visible ministry presence.) I stay connected with colleagues. I do research for sermons. I prepare and type sermons and other worship resources. I subscribe to a couple of on-line sermon/worship/ministry resources. I have a number of resources on CD Rom on the computer. I type minute meetings and agendas.
Put simply a good percentage of my day is spent on the computer and that is unavoidable. But when I am not at work, the computer is right there with me; it’s almost become another appendage.
Here are a few things I’ve noticed about my relationship to the computer:
1.) Some people watch TV – something I generally frown upon and think of as a complete waste of time – but when it comes down right to it I probably waste just as much time at home on the computer as any person who watches TV.
2.) Over the last several months, when I get home and get on the computer in the evening I have noticed that my eyes will begin to get really tired. They start to glaze over and tear up. Maybe its my ripe old age of 38, but maybe it’s also because all that screen time is just not physically good for my eyes.
3.) The amount I read has shriveled substantially over the last year. I have a pile of books on my desk. I have a few at home. I need to read them and want to read them. But I don’t. And it’s partly because I spend way too much time on the computer. The worst? I almost never read anything for fun now.
4.) I have a bit of an obsession with e-mail and some of the social networks. How many times a day do I really need to check my e-mail or everyone else’s ‘facebook’ status? Do I really need to check my e-mail the first thing when I wake up or at night before I go to bed. When I am away with limited access, I am reminded that if I check my e-mail once a day that is enough, so why am I obsessed by it when it’s right there sitting in front of me?
So what am I doing about it?
1.) I’m placing a moratorium on using the computer at home between 9pm and 9am (when I usually get to the office.) Of course this isn’t always going to be possible to strictly adhere too, but more often than not there is no good reason for me to be on the computer between those hours. Do I really need to start off my day at 6:30am by reading my e-mail??
2.) I’ve also declared a technology Sabbath on Sunday afternoon and evening. My computer will not be on during this time and I won’t check my e-mail (although I did go downstairs once yesterday to check the e-mail on the computer down there.)
3.) I’m also trying to discipline myself to close down my computer more often during the day in the office since I’m pretty sure that folks can wait a few hours for me to respond to their e-mail. This I think will give me more time in my day to read, study, and pray, and to make some of those phone calls and visits I generally have a tendency to avoid.
4.) I’m reading again! So hopefully I can get through that big stack of books and magazines on my desk.
What does your relationship to technology like? Have you changed or do you need to change your relationship with technology?
